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Each thing I do I rush through…in this way the days pass.
I’m spinning so fast in each and every day that I do not know how to stop. I’ve retracted my anxiety-producing, long-range outlook of days down to that one, simple cliche: one day at a time. The mere thought of how I’m going to get to Wednesday shrinks me up and I pull back so I only have to worry and fret over Tuesday instead. Wednesday can just fucking wait. Tomorrow comes first.
All that being said, I know that (or at least, hope that) the frantic rush of the days can’t last forever. Time off from work and school comes in several weeks and that’ll be a nice break but it won’t really cure the problem which is the quandry I’m in now. What to do, what to do.
March 22, 2005 at 4:59 pm
well if the time of is not the solution, maybe.. look inse of you and find the anwser
March 22, 2005 at 5:58 pm
Hah – that’s exactly what I’ve been doing. Thinking about anything but what’s going on around me just paralyses me. Gah – but how not to be scared that everything will just fall apart if you don’t look forward all the time?
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